post-script

So, obviously I had a pretty fantastic birthday. Celebrated the big 3-0 in style just as planned. So why am I sitting in my apartment alone at 9 pm on the tail end of this monumental day? I could be with countless other people right now. Could be doing anything. But I'm sitting here in my PJs alone. And, it's by choice. I just wanted to be by myself for awhile. Thinking seriously about eating another piece of cake. In a very contemplative mood. Wondering, what comes next?