at least this is deletable

I just don't understand people. I don't understand their thought processes. Their motivations. Truly. I've rarely been more confused by the people around me than I am right this minute. And it's very isolating. Makes me feel lost and very unsure. I hate this feeling. Hate it. But never quite sure how to get rid of it. I almost always feel better when I'm able to talk through stuff. When I get the opportunity to express my feelings or to clarify someone elses. But I don't think everyone else feels that way. Or, at least, that's been my unfortunate experience. Just not sure where to go from here. Trying to work things out in my head a little more before I let loose. I don't want to speak up for the wrong reasons. Ya know?